melts.

2003-08-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

bloggin's gonna stop till perhaps o's end. take care everyone.

2003-07-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

why e hell am i pissed? yes i am. its either or im havin pms or either im havin pms. does anyone get it. i AM havin my pms. but THATS not the pt. just wad e hell is wrong with my fuckin comp. im so fed up with it. i'll just screw it if this damn window gets closed suddenly AGAIN. growls in anger. grrrrrrrrr. im just too pissed to say anythg. but i HATE roaches. god. it damn it hell sucks. yes, it does suck. it sucks and it sucks alott. and i hate it. and i seriously have a fear for roaches. ughhhhhhh. so pissed i am. im gonna slp NOW. no more history. i barely studied. but thats not the point. and my point is i need to slp. why e hell am i so pissed. freak. i need to slp.

2003-07-29T04:12:00.000-07:00

*pukes. gy shoe and me wenta sakae. we ate alott. actually not as much as desiree. yea. we ate like 40plates in total. which is not exactly alot i suppose? hmms. but im feeling so full dat i dun feel like moving at all. im not gonna eat sakae anytime soon again. and thanks alot to peis and ser! i left my wallet in class. realised it only when i was out of school. luckily peis went back to class to get it for me. *phews. thanks alott. hopefully, ur not online again ahs. and im glad to announce that today is the seventh lunar month. and its also called the hungry ghost festival! everyone.... beware

2003-07-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes its weird
Trying to find the right words to say.
So often I try to understand
A million times to comprehend
How a little misunderstanding
Can make us both behave this way.
How a friendship through and true
Can end so quickly. So soon.
I guess I was wrong.
A friendship can be easily torn.
A small wound can kill.
The bleeding heart just will not heal.
The scars all too deep.
There are only memories
left for us to seek.
So this is the end.
In the losing of a friend.
I will get over the hurt and pain.
I will be strong again.

Sincerely, me.

-taken from peis

2003-07-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

no more tests for the weekkk. cheeers. today's bio test was rather common sense. yar. and i studied abit. so yea, i still know how to answer the questions. i was so glad when i was abt to hand in my paper. i realised i wrote quite alot! as in usually, i do selectvie studying. so most of the time i pick the wrong questions and it doesnt come out during tests. so yea. my answers are either a total BLANK or like 1 to 2 lines. wad i wrote today was equivalent to what i wrote in my previous 4 bio tests. sooo yea. ok, its been so long since i updated. im just too lazy to even type. anws, char has a very good timetable and im gonna do smthg like hers. cos i tink its realli good. hopefully, it work on me. u know, i dun usually follow timetable. and freak. after teachin me for 2 consecutive years. mrs tan still duno if im ying hui or hui ying. wad e hell. but shes reali nice also. thou shes seriously full of shit. and yea. LAME. hahas. ok. yangs: aiya, forget it lar. i still duno how u calculate that thg thou. as in, its nots a very fair calculation. hahas. and ur like the first person in my whole of 16 years who calculate this way when we share cab. forget it lar. just calculate the normal way if we share cab again lar. yea. thanks alot for ur ruler today thouu :)

2003-07-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

palm reading link

~~heres my results~~

You have a good imagination, and often exhibit sensitivity to others.

You may have trouble concentrating or focusing your attention, especially under stress.

There is a tremendous amount of intensity in your mental processes.

At times, you may tend to be overly sensitive to criticism. You can be excessively cautious or narrow in your outlook unless you receive the right kind of encouragement.

You have so many interests that you may have trouble deciding which ones to pursue. This can make you seem very contradictory, since you are so passionate and sincere about each new idea you embrace.

The general flexibility of your character is a useful attribute. At certain times in your life, you may have romantic conflicts and difficulty maintaining friendships. You will overcome these problems after a little introspection.

There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.

You have the ability to detach your emotions from a situation and make objective decisions.

Your personality is dynamic and attractive to most people. The more branches you find in your heart line, the more friends and lovers you will have. However, you may be tempted to treat the opposite sex unkindly.

You are naturally charming and inclined to be flirtatious.

At certain times in your life, you may have romantic conflicts and difficulty maintaining friendships. These problems are not likely to last long.

There are inconsistencies in your energy level, possibly triggered by external factors or emotional changes.

You have a great deal of ambition in life, and the energy to make your dreams come true. You often feel highly energized, enhancing your ability to favorably impress friends and associates.

Occasionally you may experience low energy, allergies, or some kind of lingering health problem. You are strong enough to overcome this.

You are likely to make many changes in the direction of your life. This may be based on interruptions due to health problems, or it may be that you just have trouble focusing your energy.

No matter what other factors influence your personality, there is an under lying sense of practicality that you can draw on if you wish.

2003-07-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

today was... boring i guess. thou we went crsytal jade. i was dere with sijia and yixi. and we all ate the same porridge and it wasnt exactly, u called.. fabulous. yea. but poor yixi is the worst. hahas. hers had the most bones in it. lol. we were supposed to go sakae with peis huiling and ser as well. but last min we decided to split.. so i think they headed for sakae bishan and we went j8 crystal jade. yeps. so after eating. we went mos burger. tryin so hard to study. but i failed. and den. my mouth was damn itchy and i went to buy crepes and cream ice cream. yea. and i was still damn full at that time. realisin that, i cldnt eat in the train.... we had to walk around for me to finish my ice cream. so yixi suggested that we shld go sakae and look for peis ser and huiling. we found no one with spiky hair (obviously i was referrin to ser) but sijia spotted smbody in sakae. hahas. chen lao shi. yea. ~~chen yong ming.~~ i realised i keep seeing teachers everywhere this yr. early this yr, i saw mrs tan at thomson.. and den i saw mrs yeo at j8 and i saw lin lao shi at heartland sakae and now chen lao shi at j8 sakae, heh. bio is so irritating. its so darn freakin hard to study. (wad am i doin here?!)

2003-07-12T09:17:00.000-07:00

true friends stab you in the front.
if i've made u feel like u've been backstabbed,
im sorry,
i dun mean it.

2003-07-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

ok. today was such a wad e hell day. sch was horrible. esp assembly. our grad is at mandrain e meritus or smthg. yea. and most ppl voted for ritz carlton. and yea. the reason that made them changed to mandrain was because the economy is bad so have to save the 30 dollars desperately. so wad e hell. duno wad is the sch doin. freakk. and for 70th anniversary, its wow. 80 dollars per person as well. ok, all i can say again is wad the hell. and today's comp wasnt exactly wonderful. cdiv din perform very well. aiyar. im suddenly pissed again. havin mood swings again. wad e fuck. and my bro was readin wadever shit i was typing. wad e fuck. i wana punch smone's face. fuck.

2003-07-10T04:25:00.000-07:00

screams and waves a dagger around in the air. im sooooooooo fucked up with my dad. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2003-07-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

ok. we won nygh and anglican BUT we're still not in top 4. sighs. but we know we did our best. if rgs had won today. we wld haf made it :( feelin qt sad for rgs too. its realli a pity. sighs. :(( ok. but nygh did really not bad today i must say and rgs first doubles lost :( it was rather close thou they lost in the end . sucks. but ok at least we manage to win anglican and nygh. its already not bad. think we won nygh cos of a lil luck too. yeap. BUT our c div got into top4. so yea. they are really a lucky batch. thou they got 2nd, their lot wasnt as bad. but thats also bcos we are good larr! only cedar is super duper strong for cdiv this yr. yea. we're meeting rgs for cdiv tmr. can fight :) ok. im crapping too much. anws, my main point is i wana talk abt this guy. the umpire for our NANYANG match. ok. he fucking hell sucks. wa. im damn dulan whenever i see his face. fuck! im realli pissed. i hope he gets banged down by some car or drop into some drain. he's soo irritating. ughhhhhh. cdiv must jia you and get into top2 mans. so that his bloody fuckin mouth will shut up. grrrrr. i've never met an umpire that i so seriously think suck. -waves middle finger around- again at that bloody fuckin grey shirt ass.

2003-07-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

ron: lol. aiyar, just lookin at the mtv. cos its realli realli sweet. and so when the guy and the girl smile, im happy for them also marhs! lol. wadsmore that guy is a ken lookalike. cant blame me rites? but sighs. i seriously duno wad am i doin. just praying to get less than 25 points. as in seriously, sighs. i know im gonna die. i have no time to study. :((

2003-07-05T21:17:00.000-07:00

oh besides that i think theres this guy in tension who is quite good lookin. he's like a combination of vanness and ken? but ken is better lookin. and those of u who are really free, pls go and download tension - she's having my baby mtv. its realli sweet. yea. and got alot of the ken and vanness look alike :) but i think that guy is really not bad too smiles. heh. looking at him...relieves stress. haha.

2003-07-05T21:15:00.000-07:00

yangs: yea, i realised it qt some time ago. hahas. ok goot. im stickin to my template for a very long time.. yea.

ok. sucks. 9 more weeks to prelims. i constantly remind myself this FACT but to no avail. i still slack like anythg. gees. i was out the whole night yest and got home like 12. sucks. ok. i was out at heartland mall with my cousins aunt uncle and family. guess who i saw?? i saw lin lao shi.... lol. hahas. the world is indeed damn small. and im alws meetin teachers when im out. gees. i saw mrs tan at thomson plaza b4... saw mrs yeo at junction8 and now lin lao shi at heartland mall. she was at sakae....... hahas. if im not wrong, shes with her husband. but thats besides the point. my point is, ive been slacking. and that sucks. :| yawns. 9 weeks! sighs. sian-ed.

2003-07-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

hoho. haha. hehe. we have nothing to lose. so we chiong and pia all e way. c div won pl 4:1 and b div won nanyang 3:2 .... woahhhhhhh. it was so close. but we did it. smiless :)) yes, i screamed till my lungs almost burst and im about to lose my precious voice. hehe. dun faint. lol. one more match, we hafta try our very best to win anglican. maybe we shouldnt care so much abt the outcome, so we'll perform better. yups. though we won, i lost my match. hmms. realli sorry abt it. i did try very hard, but my opponent was, errr, very strong to me. sighs. its ok. we won. and 10 of us pigged out at crystal jade junction8 like a few hours ago. though usually desiree and yuan shan eat the most, but i ate the most today :| hoho. just feeling happy. but im realli worn out. c div b div.. jia you ba. we're goin in to the semis if we maintain our sntt spirit and give our best shot. yeps. enuff of nonsense and crap. slp well, good luck to those who have chinese o level listening!

2003-07-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

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2003-07-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

ok. i wasnt in sch today. i was terribly tired, havin some headache and a lil cramps. yeps. i quarrelled with my dad yest night. cos i told him im not goin to sch tmr (which is today) he scolded me for the most stupid reason. yes, he did. i arranged for tuition in the morning to prepare for integration test. den he scolded me saying that if i wasnt goin to sch, den why did i bother to arrange tuition. the answer and question from him was simply ridiculous. i just felt like, uhh. cutting myself. yes. i was telling him, "i din plan not to go to sch like in the morning or before arrangin tuition, im just tired and worn out and i've tonnes of hw undone." and den he scolded me abt being unable to manage my time well enough, to cope with my work and tabletennis. i was thinking, i know i cant manage so why the hell did u get me into st nicks to suffer. im not that capable. esp when my foudation is like, totally weak. yes, i admit. he could have told me smthg more encouragin like, if u can't finish ur hw just do it slowly, remember to buck up cos its o's. but he simply couldnt do it. he just SCREAMED. but i knew he would, scream i mean. talking to me nicely is just not his way of expressing himself. yes. and after that, i just felt terribly. he just couldnt understand me. ok, so i ignored him and stuffed myself in the piles and mountains of work on my table, and yes, drowning myself in tears. ok. that sucks. i was crying uncontrollably. wadever u spell that. ok. den i think he just gave in. as in, he saw me crying so badly so he asked me to go and rest and stop doing all the work, i just told him to leave me alone. and i continued crying. ok. to clarify, i wasnt cryin to gain pity so that i could be excused from sch the next day, i was seriously. under stress, tired, worn out, sad over the matches we've lost. yea. so it was like......... big drops of tears. i've not cried for a pretty long time i guess. :| i would resort to crying to get thgs that i wanted last time. yea, i cried when i was in sec1 or sec2 i think, cried to gain pity for my parents to allow me to go to bangkok with the school. but i seriously swear, i din cry to gain pity yest. i cry alott when im stressed :| but im fine now :) dinah: hope ur fine. trngs are of course, tough, especially we've been trng pretty hard for abt a year just to prepare ourselves for nationals. dun give up.. "when there's a will, there's a way" this was a quote esther told me many yrs ago. yups. jia you. dun be dishearted. go for it again next yr. take extra care. for after the comps, i dun think i'll be ever involved in tt anymore. to all other juniors, jia you. probably, im not the best senior u guys have had, im not the best player u guys have met, but i just wana let u guys know that u guys are a bunch of juniors that gave me the most memories. i dun think the team was THIS bonded in the past. yeps. but i think some of u have to change ur attitude. maybe, u feel that, theres nothing wrong with your own attitude. then, think again. LOWER SEC juniors : u still have a long way to go. though i dun see any potential leaders yet, but i know some of u have the ability to do it. put in ur heart and mind whenever u do thgs. you all know u can do it. you've been trng really hard as well, but remember to get ur piorities right as well. i dun exactly know if u all understand wad i mean, and im not exactly trying to stress that im more mature than u guys. (hmms u all know im not very mature all the time too.) yea. jia you. i was totally disheartened yest. looking at the group that we were being drawn into. a killer combi. but wad can we do? call it fate, call it unlucky, wadever it is. we'll just do our best in it. if we cant make it this yr, there's alws still another year. cherish all the trng times. its the process that counts. though smtimes, we want the outcome our way, by now, u all shld know, that in life, everythg is unfair. not all thgs will turn out the way we want it to be. but we, still have to accept it. its a reality, that we all have to face. smtimes, even putting in ur best effort to train, you might not be the best player. why is this so? (becos life has never been fair) sounds pessimist huh? hmms. im sorry abt it. and to those believers of god, im even more sorry, u will just tell me that god i alwas fair. ok. so be it, im not planning to change ur mind in any way. ok, jia you ba, everyone.. we have nothing to lose, lets just pia till the end. who knows wad will happen? yea.. jia you ba.
*thgs will turn out fine in the end, if not, its not the end.

2003-06-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

hehh. epebble is freakin hell slow.. it shld be called estone not epebble.

2003-06-30T04:58:00.000-07:00

just wenta cut my hair. it sucks :| ok. im still havin muscleache. today's match was pretty ok. we won stra sets. both b and c div. yeps. 5:0 :) having cramps. but hopefully, i'll be fine on wed to take on pl. yea. -prays and crosses fingers and toes- im so so so tired that im gonna slp soon. take care and see everyone on epebble tmr. and i duno if i shld go study for math with peis or shld i just go for trng. wadever it is, i know i wana slp now. nights everyone.

2003-06-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

Which [Movie Genres] are you?

2003-06-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

shoe darling!!!!!!!!!! its EVERY week. faints. hehh. i know my html skills sucks but u dun need to suan me rite :| bish. sch reopens tmr! i've not filed anythg EXCEPT my chinese file. im so happy with it. but all my last yr worksheets are a total blank! but this yr's one its almost all done! yeaaaa :) ok. bio, i've NEVER EVER done any of the worksheet. yea. its a shameful thg to say! for 2 whole yrs, i've not done any bio worksheet. chem i did about a few. mayb 5 in 2 yrs? yea. alrites. enuff. im just scaring myself again. ughs. money not enuff? no, time no enuff. sucks. tmr sch reopens. we need to gather at field. sucks man. :| i hate standing.

2003-06-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

ok. wad e hell. ALL people. please check epebble for our term 3 maths test schedule. i have no idea that there were tests until my tuition teacher told me TODAY. which is like half an hr ago. and wad the hell. i went to epebble and look. and i realised they put the schedule under MATHEMATICS and not Add MATH. ok. wad e hell. there are seriously tonnes of tests and im pretty sure u guys DUN know. so please do check it out at epebble. there are, i repeat, ALOT of tests. yes. im so fucking hell irritated. cos i knew it ONLY TODAY. and its thru my tutor! how embarassing is that! i need my tutor to tell me whens my test! wad e hell!! #@$#^$@^$ im so fucked up. grrrrr. oh, and i had a terrible war with my mum yest. she fuckin hell complained to my dad. and my dad freaking hell called me up on my hp to screw me. so wad e shit. yea. and i din talk to her, my face was black yest. yea. sucks. i've nv had a war with my mum b4. and it sucks. cos her face just gets me on my nerves. her black face vs my black face is like, hmms. a thunderstorm. i dun think anyone got me. but it just sucks. yes. it does. screams and punches the air again. why the hell are there so many zillions of test?! like, freak?!

2003-06-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE THE REAL THING!!! Coca-Cola. I like you the
best. You are very yummy. Many, many people
would love to drink you. You are very addictive
and when people meet you, they don't want to
leave. Most likely, you are very charismatic.

What type of coke are you?
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2003-06-26T23:01:00.000-07:00

yea! im so happy now :) my blog is so nice. but hmms. rons did it for me. at first, my junior's fren sylvia did a christina aguilera one for me. anws, just wana thank both sylvia and rons.

yest. i was super pissed. cos of sm windows problem. as in grrr. dun wana explain but i deleted my whole profile account and created a new one :| -fumes even till now- hoho. countdown to sch reopen: 3days. countdown to homework undone: all not done. great. oh and training yest was even more sucky. i wasnt even in top10. like wad the hell :| was totally off-from. but well, i had yuanshan to accompany me to be out of top10. lol ;) and we(yuanshan sijia and me) went to smwhere near my hs to eat. oh, and goodness. the food suck. i wanted to eat duck rice but the stall was close?! like.. wad e hell. and i ate "za cai fan" woooo. it SUCKS. and i ate a lil and realised i could no longer tolerate. i ewnt to order a chicken burger. and god knows. it sucks as well. yikes. that was the worst day ever. i was fuming like mad yest. night. wad a bad day it was. grr.

2003-06-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?

2003-06-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

ok dokes. i got u peis. theres no guestbook there rite? hmms. ok. i just came back from yuanshan's hs. one thg is that i shld feel extremely guilty. i DID NOT do any work. played mahjong.. :| sucks. i seriously shld be damn guilty. i wana seat down and study. but i just cant! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i wana study tonight, now after i bathe! yea. we played for like 5 hours can. freak. Mahjong is addictive. sucks. :|

2003-06-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

hmms. was out da whole day yest. and grrrrrr it was so totally tiring. watched finding nemo with my cousins. its a really sweet show and i like nemo and dory and the sea turtle. the small one. yea. its so cute. hahas. hmms. but frankly speaking, its not a fabulous show. its just a good show. yea. guess i wont remember the show after maybe a month. lol. my memory's seriously not that good. hahas. but i think you should watch the show since there's like no other absolutely good show out at the moment yet. yea. takeshi kaneshiro and gigi leung's show will be out ard September and Ken's album too! no dissin everyone.
oh yea and lessons are as per normal on 30th june. yeps.

2003-06-21T00:28:00.000-07:00

its been qt a while since i did my last update cos my comp spoit and the new comp took ages to come! but here i am. back bloggin but with nothin much to update :| im soooooo sooooo sooooooo tired. i slept at 3 yest nite! and woke up at 8 for training somemore. and now, here i am back after trng in sch, lunch at S11 and walkin at popular. yet to bathe still. i stink now. so off i go. take care everyone. those harry potter lovers. popular's having a sale on harry potter stuffs. all 20% off. cheap deals. yea. so rush down to any popular now! (hmms. popular din pay me any advertising fee. they seiously shld) and shoe. hurry enlighten me on my err. wads that. my err kazaa thg. yeps. i posted my enquiry at ur gb!! so help me. yeps. thanks in advance :) wooo. and sucks. i spained my neck early in the morning. have no slightest idea how the hell it got sprained cos i was only moving my hand and den suddenly it got sprained. it hurts man. no amount of massage help and no amount of ice help. grrr.

2003-06-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

my dad confirmed the order of my new comp alrdy. finally................ but oh well, it wun come till a very long time. dell say they need 7 - 10 working days. grrs. but wad e hell, at least im gettin a new comp. and yea. besides that, it was really good to know that today's math test is our last test of the month! jacq told me that. lol. finally, shes not bitching and telling me some stuffs that make sense. hahas. and shoeeeeeeee. pon again. yes, who e hell are u kiddin? do hw?! yea yea yea. i so believe u. anws, can u do me a favour anot? do u remember my blog password? this blog? cos if i change comp den i need to log in the account, but the prob now is i dun know my username and err, password. u shld remember rites? u helped me do so much blog stuffs the other time? if u dun, plssssss try extremely hard to recall. yes. thanks alottt. and, we're goin out on monday yea. to sakae and den we're gonna watch ju-on. see if ya can come. yuppers. and yangs and company, enjoy the bbq tonite. sorry i cant make it. yeps. have loadsa fun! :)

2003-06-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh. curses and swears. im soooooooooooooooooooo fucked up now. ughh. ughh ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. screams and punches the air.

2003-06-11T04:36:00.000-07:00

hehs. alrights. today was a pretty good day. we were supposed to watch ju-on but din get to watch it due to the movie timings. but oh well, we went to eat sakae at bishan. hmms. the food wasnt fabulous but the company was great :) we were suppose to meet sam in town but changed our minds cos char wanted to go back to sch and pei was entirely broke and i wanted to go home while guan yin wanted to watch ahems. "finding nemo" but IN THE END, we all (yixi, char, guan yin, peis, me) ended up at yangs house. lol. played mahjong. :| hmms. feelin qt guilty. we're suppose to study but i cldnt resist the temptations!! we played for like at least 4 hours. and the most "tai" i got was 6. i tink? but i got back my losses yest. ahhhhh. i played mahjong yest too?!!!?! screams at myself. i hafta study!!! and peis my dad haven got the comp for me yet. but it will hopefully be settled within a couple of days? before this week ends. i hope :| -crosses fingers- alrites.... wad am i doing here!!! i wana eat prawn meeeeee. sulks. im hungry. grrrrs. oh, im gonna be late for lit lessons cos i dun suppose she'll teach much. guess i'll be in sch maybe ard 8.30 or 9. and bio lessons was pretty pathetic today. abt half the class turned up only. hahas. so yea. shoe: i just read ur blog. did hahn really thought he could be keanu reeves. (give it up.......) and ahems. u din even come to sch so why the hell would u need the alarm clock?! hahas. pon lesson. im gonna report u to ms low....! lol. and please. mice are yikes. disgusting. the tail sucks. i mean. seriously, it just grosses me up. yes. and hahn too. yikes. gotta run for now. cya tmr! hoho. talking to peis and askin her to help me think of email addy and guess wad names she gave me! "a1_stones, a2_rawks, fonyah," let me tell u babe. ur FOS. yes.and im so pissed with tt com. grrrr. cant they just fix the time properly. tmd. fonyahhhhhh

2003-06-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

hmm i got gd service award? yea. i did. -nods head- eng paper was bad today. anws, hols are here - i suddenly see guan yin swaying- hahas. :( we all gotta studyyyy. jia you everyone.

2003-06-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

heh. rons. its so not funny. hair removal cream. yea. u know wad. u gave it to me on sat rite. i was out all day on sat. i had tuition on sun, went out for dinner at night. and den mon tues wed mug mug mug mug mug mug mug. i cant take this! its so damn it tiring. mind u ppl! i din finish my SS. i only did a quart of question c and did not start or read my question d so stop complaining that u all are crapping la. i dun even have a chance to crap. and for my abraham's promise, i did not write anythg for question 1b, ok, well, i did. i copied the question on my fullscap. hows dat. -screams awhile- im so gonna fail like most of the tests with flying colours. ok, rons my point is. i'm a busy person! very extremely busy. i dont have time for the hair removal thg!!! screams. ok. but im qt laxxed today cos most of our major mocks are over. thou we still have one compre paper to do on fri, which i dun tink require us to study. yea. so yaaa! watched vcd! typing my letter to the editor, did half of am39. mms. watched 3 vcds already.. long way to go. i seriously think hong kong shows are woohoo. good. 2 thumbs up. most importantly, they have qt a no. of cute guys. ahems. im not goin crazy over guys. but well, some are really. ahem tall wellbuilt charming. wad to do! i can only sit by the damn screen and drool. -nahs. kiddin- realised i've started to crap. see u all tmr.
dinah : they are married la. to each other. but well, they seriously dun look like gays. they both look very guy and sound very guy. i heard tat alot of aust guys are like gays. those superb good lookin, mascular kinds. all gays. wad a sad thg for those aussies. bleahs. cyas ard mans. :) take care.

2003-06-01T02:47:00.000-07:00

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hmm. got these quiz frm rons blog. hmm. we're qt alike. got e same results for both quizes.

2003-05-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

hahas. vienna, dun worry abt the free advertising. hahas. u shld just ask me to go bash her if anyone cheats u. hahas. not to get too emotional but yea. hahas. oh well, im in for math remedial and i tink it sucks. din take my eng mock e other day. err, tuesday. and well, today's chi paper 1 mock wasnt exactly ok either. in fact, it was pretty bad. e worst thg is we're havin mock exam paper 2 for chi this fri. i have not started on anythg at all. not a single thg. yes. and i suddenly feel like i mite just fail and drop dead and die. ahh. save me. but well, i finished my hw for integration today and im qt please abt it. yea. den i watched wei xiao bao for an hr. and nv study at all again. :| die. will smone help me! and today's hist was bad too. i spelt rightist as righties and leftist as lefties i tink. ahhhh. so embarassin. did sm embarassin stuffs in the lab as well :| but grr. i din study properly for history and my brain just froze in the icy cold room. shivers. ahhhhh. why am i still not studyin. im goin off to slp now. so tireddd. nights all pretty babes still awake. oh yes. and i saw the fotos we took. well, it was pretty good and nice :) rons. i demand a copy of everythg. lol.

2003-05-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

oh and i just told my parents not long ago dat ms choo wants to see them. then, they were like, "again? why she alws wana see us?" den i say.. "how i know right..." den i went on complaining that some ppl never hand in hw at all she also nv say wana see them. like wad e hell lor.den i said i got hand in some and nv hand in some blah blah blah. den they most prob not goin to see ms choo. they say talk on phone easier so im askin ms choo to call my parents at hm if she wants lors. yeps. no sweat. my parents was damn cool abt it. hopefully, ms choo wun land me in any shit. yea.

2003-05-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

hmm. had a really good day yest. sam char peis vienna suyee weichee sherly shoe rons gy and me went to fish and co at park mall. hmm e food wasnt really wonderful. ordered some stupid drink that costs 6 bucks. the worse thg was. it sucks. ehhh. but it was really qt fun. thanks all for the cake and presents and for coming :) and we took qt alot of photos.~ and sheryl was really really toot and stupid one lor. hahas.and den we went to esplanade too! to take fotos. fotos and more fotos. den me and shoe went off qt early and got a ride to amk in gy's lao ba's car. we were talkin abt ghost stories and i got scared. gees. but wad e hell. lucky my dad came to pick me up at amk train station. phews. and im goin our with my parents to eat dinner tonight. most probably at crystal jade. and gees. im nv gonna eat seafood platter again. :/ a pity yixi jacq joe and ping charl ser din come :( if not it would have been much more interesting. almost all of us wore class teee! ohhhh.and jacq.u miss out ur paul. he was with ________. yea. but i din see him. sam did. yeps.

2003-05-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

oh and i forgot to say! wei xiao bao is really an extremely extremely nice and funny show! watch it everyone. shows by zhang wei jian are really damn nice and funny! ok.. yes! watch it!!!!

2003-05-20T02:36:00.000-07:00

laughs my head off. u guys shld ALL go read vienna's blog. like wad e hell. hahas. yangs. that was really funny man. wad a thg to say... hahas. its reallllllyy extremely funny. hahas. sorry. hmm. yes. and im sorry about today yea. shoppin on a tuesday dont really sound right, besides what is there to shop for? hmmm.... wonders. ok. ahhas. we'll go some other day. yep. went out with gy today to crystal jade and i still seiously cant believe what happened in class. lol. laughs hysterically. hahas. ok, and i seriously had a bad day yest. yes, din run 2.4 cos i had a slight headache b4 that and an extremely mild cough. den. ms lim screwed the few of us that din run. and insist on us gettin an mc. like... ok...... my dad at first said it was unreasonable and that i shld insist on gettin a letter and not an mc. but in the end i went to see doctor. yeps. and got my mc. gees. alrights.

2003-05-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

valen : thanks alot alot alot! yups. anws, ugh. i so hate myself. im just ughhhhhhhhhh. freak. fuck. im such a fool. why did i let smone take away smthg thats so precious without stoppin e person. ughhh. ughhhhh. ahhhhhhhhhhh. screams. im ugh. feelin really really horrible. thou wei xiao bao made it slightly better. but. ughh. im so pissed with myself! -screams my head off-

2003-05-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

boohoohoo. napha today was bleahs. as boring as ever. yes. BORING. but since when was it ever interesting. and. ahahas. went to amk mos to eat with gy and yixi.. well it was damn laughy joky and extremely interesting funny amusing. wadever. u name it man. hahas. gossipped abt sm ppl again. but da most "ba gua" one is stiill jacq. yes. wahh. she really really "san ba" alot one hor! and, jacq. not to mention ur guy's name but ahem. u seriously have extremely bad taste.yes. and i seriously mean it man! bleahs~ and deng mei mei and gy. i dun have a fish memory. dots. my memory's just, well, not that good. but i dun have a fish memory!! and hopefully, my gprs or wap and mms is activated. thou i dun really know how to use them. [im not really bothered thou] grrr. and im not so excited anymore [over my hp i mean]. once i get smthg i want, then it gets qt borin liao. as in no more excitement! booo. wads wrong with me!

2003-05-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

wooohooooooooo. jumps around in delight. :) screams. i got my phone! :) anws, peis and yangs, HE doesnt have a bro. not sure if he's telling the truth ahhhh. screams. i got my hp ! wad e hell rons! waves middle finger around. u went home today ah. but too bad, we din had bio test. so u cant skip! :( take extra care yea. cya tmr! dinahhh. i got my hp. hopefully u can get urs very soon also ok :) and ppl.... i want pic msg-es and nice msg-es ok! hahas. hints. yawns. we're gonna ave napha tmr. gees. im so so so so tired after trng. how e hell am i gonna do my napha mans. sighs. havin aches everywhere. but im really happy! see ya all tmr............ :)

2003-05-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

i will finish all da posting for english in da forum by tmr! -grrrrrr- anws. i can get in to epebble now alrd. yea :| lol. *winks at peis* hahas. i still tink its ridiculously dumb. :| just heard a lil of "kickkk rockkk" anit very good? hmm. i'll listen to it again. nites everyone im gonna slp.

2003-05-09T03:40:00.000-07:00

hmm. i like clay. i just watched american idol 2. i taped for yixi. cancelled tution and had nthg to do so i decided to watch it. lol. its qt entertaining. yea. clay's got a pretty good vioce. yep. lol. -points at chen yiyang- suddenly. oei, ur really FOS (adapted from peis) can~! may i ask like, how are ya gonna tan urself with an umbrella to shield urself. -wonders- and ur really damn lame. anw, dat thg rite, i know very long liao le. but yea. u know. u know. u know! yea. but ur really damn funny. and i got my chinese test! well, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i seriously thought i was gonna flunk it or have a border line pass. well, i got 64! hahas. my first section was like shit. bad like anythg. thou, 64 is like errr. very low in my class. but im still very happy la. class avg 67. highest shld be ard 90. so why e hell am i sayin im happy. freak. but i really am. ahhhh. -wadever- and, i went for history remedial today. haas. me and charl din know where e venue was and we went round e whole sch [almost] and yea. we finally found e room. i flunk my recent hist test again. :( i got 11/25 bad. bad. bad. but improvin i suppose? thats wad mrs tan said. ok. nvm. i just seriously hope no teacher wans my parents on parents day on 30th may! -keeps fingers crossed- and hopefully, i'll be able to get my fone this sunday :) yea. alot of ppl have 6610 now. boring.... but i jus wan a new hp. and i wan e camera as well. so yea. i mite buy e camera with 6610. yea.

2003-05-06T05:01:00.000-07:00

hehh. had a good day yest. me pei yixi and ser was at thomson. hahas. and it was really a very very funny day. alot of stupid and lame jokes. i laughed till i had stomachache. ahas. ok, we saw edmund chen zhi cai at edo also. and. hahas. pei's old maid know his maid. 'like, okkkayyy' hahas. wad a link. hahas. but da worst was when we were talking abt wad songs we're gonna play for our wedding, thgs became even more hilarious. hahas. and. im seriously not gonna play songs like "tearing up my heart" "bye bye bye" "gone" ... hahas. i cant help but laugh even now. hahahas. cos peisi was singing gone. and seriously, i cant imagine myself playing dat song on my weddin day. hahahas. laughs out reallly realllly loud. haas. ok. and yes. after that whole laughin day i had, i din study for chinese. and most prob im gonna fail today's chinese test :| and peis, i seriously can fail for chi.. yes. i remember vividly that i've got 47 b4. ahh. wad e hell. and i tink suyee is really very wierd. wierd as in funny. b4 she got back her bio test rite, she was still tellin me shes gonna fail! and guess wad folks. she got 19/20. -faints- ok. wad more can i say when i just scrape thru da damn bio test? -shrugs- and yangs! time for a new guy. look for one in sweden. yea! i duno why i said sweden also. haas. but theres this footballer from sweden called anders svensson. he's damn cute. yea. ok. epebble is fuckin hell pissin me off AGAIN. grrrrrrr.

2003-04-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

i cant get in e fuckin epebble. im giving up. ugh. fuck it!

2003-04-30T23:29:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-30T08:40:00.000-07:00

hehh. im so happy today? im totally in e moon. [err, is dat a description for over-happiness?] bleahs. weichee vienna gy[m] yixi and peis and me went to seoul garden :) we ate till our stomach almost burst :| serious. but anw, i dun really like da food but dats not da main point thou. lol. i finished e show and im crying because of happiness sadness "chio-ness" "handsome-ness"?! most importantly im melting into puddles of water. da show is so so so so so sweet. melts again. but theres smthg wrong with some discs. all minor probs but u know, spoils da vcd! but ahh. im still so happy. waves hi to yixi suddenly and bows to her saying thank you. thanks for gettin ur sis to buy it. hmm, pursuadin her i mean. and yea, usin dettol to wash it for me! ahhhhhhh. -huge major hug- i knw u wun like it but hahas. fine, i'll just hug takeshi kaneshiro. hmph :| im so overrrrrr e mooon. [oh ya, its over da moon, not in e moon] well, i dun really care. melts. anw, i know wads "god please give me more time" in jap. beams.

2003-04-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

peis, i've never seriously understood what u meant by melts. [esp. whenever u see the bachelor] hmm. but i've been melting into liquid a million times since i start ta watch god pls gimme more time again! ugh. melts again. he is so shuai. ugh ughhhhhh. melts. ahhhh. im dying.

2003-04-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

ok. din go to sch today. had cramps since yesterday. but this morning was not that bad but my cramps was still making me feel really sleepy. u guys sure wun believe how muc i slept yesterday and today and yet. im still tired now. ok. yestderday which is sunday, i woke up at 10.30. den i ate my breakfast at 12. ok, and den i laid on the sofa for like one and a half hr to read newspaper. and den. 1.30 to 3.30 i watched tv. i was already in pain like anythg. and the show is extremely hell funny but i was moaning in pain. yes. and 3.30. i fell dead aslp on e sofa. [fyi, i was sweating like crazy] i slpt till 6. bathed and went out for dinner. and den after that i came hm and slept at 10.30 and all the waya till this morning 10.30. at my lunch and breakfast at 11.45 and den. i went to slp at abt 12.50. i slpt all da way till 5. and den my mum told me lin lao shi called. yes. when i was still slping. i just bathed and by right, i shld feel refreshing huh. but i feel like slping again? yea, im just so not feelin right. but i'll see u guys in sch tomorrow! hopefully, cos im still not feelin right. but i tink my dad will sure ask me to go to sch. cos i've missed 1 day of lessons alrd. [cant blame him right] its our o level year this yr. so wad to do? but lucky lin lao shi nv say anythg bad. yups. she said my chi is ok and dat i improved at alot from last term. yar. smthg like dat la. dats wad my mum says. so wadever! hahas. just glad she din even touched on e part that i occasionally slp in class to my mum. god bless! ok. im slpy and the comp screens make my eyes even more tired. ciao and take care ppl.

2003-04-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

ah! i finally came online to blog. since school reopen-ed its been damn tiring. yea. TIRING. and i dun feel like bloggin actually. haas. damn sian. but well, im kinda excited cos im gonna change fone. and for once i have a choice in wad fone i wana change! -screams- but i hafta wait till 7th may! -ahhh- this is unbearable. -screams- but well, alot of ppl ave 6610 already. so ahhh. will u guys change all ur fones! cos im gonna get that! [i tink] hahas. i tink im goin crazy. but im still kinda excited.
shoe: hows yr .. errr. rat?! vienna riady ! im so not jealous. cos im gonna learn driving with yixi next time. booo! -pauses and think for a moment- oh man, yixi when im 18 rites, i still hafta wait for u to learn driving! haas. nvm, i'll wait. lol.

2003-04-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

ok! i din buy e camera! asked rons for advice. she said dat e digi cam is lousy! so, yep! ok.
gy : HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ur finally 16! yixi. left u, me, shoe and jacq and ser not yet 16. hahas. serene still got a long way to go. peis yangs char gy all sixteen. hahas
shoe and jacq haven 16 also rites! hmms...

2003-04-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

im wondering if i shld get a digi-cam. its on offer. im in a dilemna! shld i get e damn cam! i want a digi cam and its on offer! its $199 only. so unbelievable rite!

2003-04-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

bbq was great. great great. it was quite organised! and .... romantic i must say. we sat in yixi's garden. around a small table. in the dark. enjoying e food. e moonlight. romantic. hahahas. den suddenly yixi went to on e garden lights [err, we din know e garden had lights at first, u c.] lol. hahas. and we played blind mahjong. hahahas. ok. im getting lamer and lamer. im so tired. lost some money in mahjong again. but i must really thank char! if not for her, i wld have lost more. thruout e night i'll not won any single game. not any. my luck was worse than down. its was yea. badddd like anythg. ok. until, CHAR sat down at my place. hahas. she played for two rounds and yep! i took over den i won e next game! er. yea. my first game of the whole night. and peis won all our money away. hahas.

2003-04-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

peis. just got ur msg. ur really really sweet. i love u! cya tmr.

2003-04-17T08:09:00.000-07:00

2003-04-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

mms. cant wait for da bbqq. im so so so slpy and tired. but i got stuck at math question so im here. dun feel much like bloggin but im just so excited abt bbq! so fun. and i din took long to convince my dad in letting me go. in fact, i din even need to convince him. lol. but im so happy. dat i dun hafta quarrel with him and yea! i can go to e bbq. mm. i wana see the hamsters. yes. and i din know that theres dwarf hamsters till, today. yes. lol. but i knw hamsters are really cute. i've got one b4. when i was in pri4 i tink. cant remember e details but he was really naughty. and hes a glut. yea. ah. cant wait for bbq. and arsenal and man utd had a draw! freak. man utd was so close to losin.sweats. ok. at least its a draw. yea. enuff of updates! my hands are itchin of mahjong. yum yum and wings. otah. food. ok. im hungry.

2003-04-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

ok. peis. i MUST agree with u! fuck epebble. i cant get in now. fuck it. upside down. and mr wong asked us to try it a few times and we'll get used to thiis damn epebble thg. like wad e hell?! its just so fuckin irritating. i cant get even to the site. the damn server is damn down. like damn it.

2003-04-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

peis got sent home! by mrs khong!? wad e hell. bleahs. and i came home really early today. err. 2.40? yea. and my mum was watching metoer garden 2 so i sat down and watched til abt 4. hahas. den i went to slp. i was jus freakin hell tired. i slept from 4+ to 6.30. like freakin hell. how am i gonna slp tonight? actually i think i can, its just whether i want or not. haas. thou im damn happy that we can finally go to sch, grr. i find school so boring these days. go to sch. say pledge. questions on SARS. lessons [ where all teachers tell us that we've gotta get down to business, cos ms choo says that o level will definitely not be postponed.] wad e hell. ok den comes recess. AND den. back to class AGAIN. till 2. den we clear that class extremely fast now. by 2.15, we'll be out of class or school. we used to take a damn long time to get out of sch. and den, we either head home [ b.o.r.i.n.g] or head for lunch[ crystal jade, swensens, whereever. but its just great to dine out with frens] and den home. its so darn it ROUTINED.
oh yar, and i was tellin char this morning on our way to class that. everythg sucks. cos comps are EXTREMELY likely to be held in july. which is extremely horrible. freak rite. how e hell are we gonna step down to study?! freak! lets write a petition man. cant stand it. we shld start comps now! as in, so dat we can settle down to study. yars.
shoe: im not dat good at arguing. yea. u shld seek pei's help! hahas.
yangs: i cant debate. i suck at that. i'll just be totally stunned by e opponent. and hahas. i can win when i argue with my dad cos he is just lousy. talking nonsensical-ly and having so much loopholes and din have proof to substantiate. hahaas! yea! so glad to c u today. and u and ur luminous colour *ahem*

2003-04-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

first day of school today. BUT today was so boring. thou i finally get to see my frens! hahas. ok. 7 people out of 1000 odd ppl were sent home today. and my class... 3 went home! hahahas. ser was down with fever 38.2. yeps. but shes SARS free ok. she'll be fine. and freak? yangs was sent home cos she sneezed twice. yea. ok. mayb thrice. hahas. wad e hell. and charl went home. so yea. 3 out of 7 pple from my class. i just find it damn amusing. hahas. ser will be fine. yea! everyone, meanwhile take care. i've actually alot to type but im just lazy :| so. yea. im ending off rather soon. and swensens was damn good. grins. ok. my dad FORBIDS me to go out now. and i went "wadever" den he scolded me la. sayin at this period of time i shldnt go out. den i was like " im goin to my fren's hs to study, so why cannot?" den he went "!@$%#@~ i say no means no, besides wad if ur fren has SARS?" den i was like "wad e hell, if she has SARS den we're in school together so no matter wad i'll still get it wad!" den my dad "$@%^%!!%@^ i say no means no, and how r u goin to ur fren's house?! by bus? taxi? isnt it dangerous?" and den i was like "so u mean, i take bus home very safe, but take bus to fren's hs not safe la?!" den he got really pissed. but wad e hell. not like i actually care about his opinion. and if e bbq is on, im GOING. by hook or by crook, i'll get out of e damn house. and he's e one not makin sense now. talkin nonsense. dunch u guys agree with me? freak. just so pissed with him.

2003-04-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

sorry to say this. but i suddenly feel that i hate our damn fuckin school. at least 70% of the teachers are asses. pain in e ass. argh. fuck. ok. yangs. i tink i know why ur so pissed. yea. i just went e epebble web. and oh fuck. e fuckin site sucks. i cant even load and get in to some of e web. they shld just NOT WASTE our time also. even if it means having 5 to 6 hrs to study. that is SUPPOSED to be for studyin. not surfin the net checkin for hw and gettin stuck at the damn web for god knows how long. if they wan to make it a web thg, they shld at least make sure it works. some sites DUN even work. i cant get into the damn english thg for duno how damn it long. and math. and some fuckin sites as well. and they shld not come chasin after us for hw when we cant even get in the damn fuckin siteSSS. its not only one, and im gettin seriously fucked up with it..

2003-04-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

yixi : hmms. i asked u to come at night? but 1.40 is like da morning.. so huh? u were here at night? i din see u eh... haas. besides, i was being "interrogated" by parents yest. and not only my mum neh. at night, both of them neh. freakkin hell man. and, im damn damn damn tiired now. i just came back from training. and for once, i feel like my arm is fallin apart, breakin into pieces....... and im so totally worn out. im gonna slp abt 10+ tonite. hopefully, i can get to slp. cant wait for sch to reopen. its finally here. but the thot of handin in the hw freaks me out as well. im not done with all of it. yes. im NOT done with it.

2003-04-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

heh. eeling. im like jumpin in surprise dat u actually returned to my blog ?! o_0 (learnt from shoe.) lol. ok. just tell me. what do u want?! what are u doing at my blog?! u wana tear it apart?!!!?! haas. ok enuff of my nonsense. u take care. dun be too bothered by work. just do as much as u can. cos, trust me. i have tonnes more than u. so chill man. and hope to see ya soon. forget abt trainng. comps are like gonna be postponed till who knows when. yea. so forget it. just take care and dun get SARS. yes. dinah: u 2.. chill and take care of health. dun go out too much. really. i tink i din mention in my blog that this illegal immigrant from china sneaked out of tan tock seng hospital? yes. so its really kinda dangerous outside. cos.. she has SARS. dat china woman. yep. so u take care of yrself when ur out. and chill. do as much work as u can. hugs. dun fall sick ok. take alot alot alot of care! see ya soon. and xinrong.. ur damn cute. hahas. take alot of care as well. any probs pls call me or smthg. i'll try ta be dere to help ya along. in wadever way i can. cant wait ta see ya suddenly. hahas. ;) see ya in school.

2003-04-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

ok. i just had some stupid talk with my parents. and im like so totally fucked up. not with my mum now. with my dad. i rolled my eyes till my eye balls almost dropped out. freak. its a waste of time talkin to him. he just wun ever know wad im talkin abt and i'll nv ever understand wad e hell is he talkin abt. shoe: sorry abt just now. my dad DEMANDED for a talk with me so yea i HAD to go. freak. now i feel like a damn idiot. he say wana talk to me den i go. tmd. aiya. wadever him la. quarrelin with him just made me feel totally stupid. ok. i stopped halfway rite. i'll say again la. as i was sayin, i seldom have like. sweet dreams or anythg. so yea. ok. the nightmare goes like this. in this dark night, i woke up, findin myself dead. and within seconds. zoom. i was at hogwards magic sch. [err, u know e harry potter sch] and i was with yar! hermoine ron and harry. errr. wierd i know. ok. den. swish. im back in my house. this time im in an enclosed room with my mum. its wierd cos, like what i said. im now a ghost. so naturally, my mum cant see me but i can see her. although she cant see me, she knew i was beside her. and she started talkin to me like she could see me. and den my mum ended up cryin very badly. and i teared too. and den....... i woke up. in tears. yes. dats my dream. i usually dream of myself dyin. so wad e hell. i'll rather not have any dreams. unless. its of ken or [dms and shan cai]
ok. im so damn it irritated again. my dad just REFUSES to bug off. damn. he shld just gimme a break.

2003-04-11T04:10:00.000-07:00

heh. so prouda myself. i finished zuo wen. err. i wrote one zuo wen in .. hahas. 4 hrs. yes. 5 pages. but of course, i slacked alot in between thats why i need like 4 hrs. and i ended so abruptly cos i got so irritated with writing. hahas. sense of achievement. -stands up e chair and waves thank you- lol.

2003-04-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

shoe: heyy. i really mean it ok. im just so glad that ur still alive.
argh. freakin hell. im suddenly so pissed. im supposed to be happy ok. fuck e airre.
ok. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
yangs: yes. u know why i have e time to watch? cos i've yet to touch any hw besides half of the 40 questions of math, 1 poem dat shoe did for me. and 1 chi wksheet. dats abt all i did. yes. and a draft for english compo.
ok. i fiinished liu xiing hua yuan II already. thou its not as sweet as liu xing I but. sighs. its still sweet la. i cldnt get to slp yest nite. was thinking of ken! ahas. and dms and shan cai. they are finally together. actually, i dun hate michelle saram dat much now. shes at least not an eyesore anymore. used to hate her like anythg without a reason. well, u dun need a reason to hate someone if u also dun need a reason to love someone. rights. yeas. but to make my point clear is, i dun like her. but i dun mind her. ehhs. anyone gets wad i mean? -shakes head- im bad at err, expressing. hahas. wadever. sooooooo happy. and hopefully, i'll be motivated enuff to ehhh, finish all my hw? yes. finish ALL. -dreams and wonder when will it ever happen- ok. hmmmm. im in love with dao ming si and shan cai's love story~ tsktsk. ok. and im head over heels over ken! -smiles- ken ken ken. but its qt sad that in liu xing hua yuan II dat he din get together with xiao you. and mei zuo and yin xiao qiao. [dat gurl is qt sweet. yes. and mei zuo looks so much better than in par I] btw, ken looks better too thou he was already fabulous in part I! hahas. lol. and hua ze lei likes shan cai! so sad. hahas. shan cai dun like him. everyone looks better in li xing II. yeas! im still over e moon. smone pls bring me back to earth so dat i can do my yes. homework. and for all u ppl's info, i finished 23cds in less than 2days. hahahas. im great. hahas. im goin mad.
biggggg hi to CHAR. :) and yes peis, totally agree. happiness spreads faster than SARS -smiles happily- i cant wait for school to reopen!!!!!! -hugs everyone in advance-
sandy : hows sch eh? boring? haas. life without me is sure boring. i know. i know. lol. see ya soon :)

2003-04-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

grins happily. im so so so so so happy. practically over e moon! oh, mayb only at half e moon now, after watchin liu xing hua yuan den i'll go over e moon. yea! ken! im just so happy. i bought all 3 volumes today so now i have e complete set! grinsssssss happily. -jumps up and down and around e room- hees. shouts "ken" loudly and hope dat he can hear me. :) -wide grin- im goin nuts even way before i see him. hahahas. but im just so happy. ok. im gonna watch now! nites all babes and dudes ! love u all sooooo much! yes. so much :)

2003-04-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

hiaks. grins happily.e gurl at pei's blog is damn cute and sweet. and i jus read her blog. can really sense e sweeeeeet aire. lol. so happy after readin her blog. cant believe it. hahas. when i read my blog [the thgs i typed] i felt so silly. hahahas. so why does pei's blog made me smile like anythg. hahahas. weird. but i dun care! i misss ya so much! and yangs. u've been updatin blog qt frequently. lol. i'll visit it. but i dun really like to go ur blog cos of the hw u posted dere!!! gees. lol. okok. enuff of my nonsense. really miss ya too :) and, hows ser? everythg's fine? and charrrrr. its been so long since i seen her and talked to her. and. did she like change her blog? if anyone knows her new blog pls tell me okkay. thanks. and charl. hmms. yea. miss u too.
*pei, e rose is in my blog now :)

2003-04-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

What month should you have been born in?

this quiz was made by Erin

-i picked this myself. lol. im born in may. but anws, i think i've got sm pts in every month in these quiz. so wadever. yea. but i think im qt stubborn at times. only at times. -nods head-

Which Disney Princess Are You?

this quiz was made by Erin

*hmmmm... okkayy

Which Plant Are You?

this quiz was made by Erin

*i dun think, im THAT happy with my life actually.

2003-04-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

hehhhhh' lemme tell u guys wad jacq said :
she was askin me if i did all my hw already. den i was like.. of course not, just printed out everythg today.
den i asked her, how abt u? lol. she was like "o my printer is spoilt" like. wow. great excuse. lol. ahas. den i told her,
2 more ppl died of SARS, ya know. den she was like.. really??? man so serious. hahas. den i was laughin my ass off, cos she really sounds like a damn great example for a frog in e well. haahahas. -laughs my ass off- hahahas i suppose she locks herself up everyday in her room duno doin wad. -winks- lol. hahas.read more news dear. ahahas.

2003-04-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

hehh. 2 more died of SARS and wad e hell. america bombed themselves by MISTAKE. wad e hell. it was already a MISTAKE when war broke out. bush really sucks. he shld just get that smug off his face. american soldiers and all e other kids and civilians dun deserve to die................ bush. -punches and whacks his face-

2003-04-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

oh shoe, its ok. ur free to change anythg u want. lol. since u already know my password rite. hahas. do wutever changes u want la! lol. cya soooooon. i wana go ur hs ehh? but seems like yixi is grounded by her pa's laws. and actually. im not very sure if my dad allows me to go, but if i insist, theres nthg he can do as well.. hahahas. gees. see ya very soon also yea :)
and peis, the guestbook u wanted to show me an image/pic rites, cant be loaded? as in, it doesnt show.. cya ard yea! :)

2003-04-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

hehh. ok. i've got my mouse fixed so here am i! yea! i was so upset abt cant surfin e damn net? lol. and updatin the damn blog? ahahas. my dad bought a new mouse so... everythgs fine!
dinah: how to study.......... u tell me la. i finished watchin 2 jap serials and liu xing hua yuan part .. everythg. and huan zhu ge ge part 1[quarter of it] so shld i be proud of it? i guess not. -faints- but i now realise smthg after i watch liu xing hua yuan/ dao ming si is damn damn sweeeet! hahahas. but i'll still choose ken in real life. but if im shan cai[which is impossible] i'll choose dao ming si! ehh. i cried eh. e whole damn show qt sad heh? but i duno wad e hell did i cry. i watched e ng part den i realised, ken always say " ha ha ha , bu hao siao" hahahas. damn funny. errr -looks ard- ok. not that funny after all. hmms, dere's chinese hw......... alot of hw..........

2003-04-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

hey look! haha. i help u take away the nonsense stuff
witout u asking... yet.
haha

-mysterious phantom frog......

2003-04-04T22:19:00.000-08:00

sighs. ok. everyone. sch hols are extended and sch WUN reopen till 14th april. can smone save me?

2003-04-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

hey joe. sorry ah, i gotta run. see ya again soon!
shoe : hows this? i anyhow change my blog template den it became like dis. hehe. not bad rites, but i mite need ur help again soon smday. cya!! if u know if any info remember to call me ok! if not msg..... thanks!

2003-04-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

pei: ahahas. alrites. lets all go east coast and be romantic! hahahas. sighs. when SARS is over. we'll go sentosa,east coast,crystal jade ............... -dreams and wander off- lol.
yix... wads with :X gees. lol. cya soon! and remember to tell ur sis. i knw i very naggy la. but yar!
yangs. u have 2 u-know who. so it'll be better if u can tell me if its the england one or the singapore one. hahaaas. -laugh my arse off- hehe.

2003-04-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

ok. i suddenly thought of smthg funny. i think im goin mad today. lol.
question : why do ppl go to east coast park for?
answer : to be romantic. hmmmmm....
does this apply to everyone. lol. actually, i dun think everyone will laugh at this.. haas. only me sandy and sijia and yuanshan knows i tink. hahahs. :)

2003-04-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

hehh. ok. shoe. firstly, i hafta thank u. thank u thank u. yea. and yarrrrrr. still thank u. lol. was dat a major hint to ask me to stop botherin u ?! hahahas. lol. now lemme tell ya, i wont stop botherin u! hahahas. hey, i miss u man. cant wait to see u soon. if the hols are being postponed again, we're goin to ur hs for errr, "elit" project ok. yes yes ~ :) -cheers- and enuff of e teasin. i've had enuffffff. really. so many ppl tell me that im in the dot dot dot. okok. i see everyone's pt. im famous. yea yea yea. -digs a hole and hide my face-

2003-04-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

geess. prays hard and crosses fingers dat sch will reopen THIS MONDAY. i miss everyone in sch. ok, not everyone but yea, alot of ppl. guanyin... where have ya beeen... ahhhh. i miss so many ppl in 4d.

2003-04-02T06:55:00.000-08:00

mms. had a very tiring day. i was on bed like 11+ yest [super early] i slp at 2 almost everyday tis hols. lol. and i cldnt slp still. only managed to fall into my dreamland ard 3? yea. woke up qt early today, abt 1030. slacked and slacked. hmm. den i went to ys's hs. and slacked even more. lol. but it was damn fun, with sandy sijia and yea, yuanshan :) mahjong was great. managed to get out of my hs but still, my dad was rather reluctant abt lettin me out. like. wad e hell. still tink he's being over-paranoid.
and frm radio stations reports, the possibility of extendin e hols are very high. parents have been callin moe to ask them to extend the hols, claimin that 1 week more of hols will not affect our studies. well, i wld certainly agree with those parents if i dun have kids who are in sec4 or j2 this yr. like, yea yea, it wun be affected. we ARE affected. we AREEEE affected. and i SERIOUSLY hope and pray hard dat it WUN be extended. gees. oh ya, it was april fool's day yest. kena tricked by kaming dat sch will re-open on thurs. gees. i was so happy for a moment. yea, only a moment. den i felt silly. bleahs. and leslie chong, hk actor.. singer.. committed suicide. poor thg. think hes a gay or smthg. yea. but thats not e main pt. like how many ppl on this earth wld actually admit that he's a gay or she's a lesbian. and, its not like he's any normal guy on the street admittin he's a gay. he's like. a star. and damn hell rich. media's alwas creatin stupid and hurtin stories to hurt ppl. gees. finally, 1 guy's dead due to e pressure. may he rest in peace. im not a fan of his, but well. yea. its saddenin. serious. and he used to be. err, not bad lookin?zhang guo rong think his chi name is damn nice yea? leslie sounds so... err, yee. yar. aiya, wad am i talkin abt now. :( okok.

and i went back to sch today to, err.. collect my books? yars. and ms choo, mrs cheong, ms low, mrs sim, mrs kok, and OMs were havin a meetin at family lounge. i wasnt in proper u... i was in pe shorts and a shirt... with earrings... painted nails. anklets, sandals. err. yea. i just wasnt proper. but luckily my dad's with me. -heaves a sign of relief- and ms low was rather funny? she was askin me and my dad if we went to hk,china guang dong, vietnam, taiwan.. like, huh? oh, and tan tock seng, sgh. err, just funny questions. yea.
wierd. this SARS just makes everyone, more wierd than ever? yea. wierdos

2003-04-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

rons : chill dear. if u happen to realise, theres really nth we can do. mms. but it wld b gd if bush can bomb himself up. anw, i used to admire the way he speaks, ya know. but im thinkin thrice now. yea, he alwas have a smirk on his face. makes me wana punch him and pin him down. gees. im qt strong too, ya know. talkin abt strength, not power and authority of course. lol. chill chill. :) i love ya! take care.
yixi : remind ur darling sis, ok. the vcd rite, err, must be jap speakin but have chi subtitle. u get it? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... c u soon!

2003-03-31T21:21:00.000-08:00

hey rons, read ur blog. hmm. well, i dun really like bush that much either. alws thought gore wld make a better president? well well.

2003-03-31T09:22:00.000-08:00

hahas. yixi, thanks so much for cheerin me up and crackin all e lame stuffs. lol. sun-tannin wld be great, but not in ur garden. :) smiles. all e funny and lame stuffs. thanks alot. really. i was so freaakin pissed. hahas. now im really fine. hopefully, i'll get sweet dreams and yea, not dreamin of coffins but really sweet dreams. nites :) love ya! feels wierd sayin tis to u. hahas. but yea. ur a great fren :) wan an

2003-03-31T08:54:00.000-08:00

yixi. lol. damn funny. ur makin me laugh like kerazee. ok. dun forgot our deal to get license yea! and our first hols will be to gold coast! -screams in delight and jumps round e room- hehe loose bladder u've got. tsktsk. work on it. :) this lyrics suits u ehh. lol.
*decided to delete e song lyrics. realise its not so relevant afterall, still take care of ur bladder, will ya? lol.

2003-03-31T07:29:00.000-08:00

im gonna slp at 1+ 2 today. firstly bcos i wana watch teevee, secondly, my dad asked me to slp early. so all e more am i gonna slp later. grrrrrrrr.

2003-03-31T07:26:00.000-08:00

oh i forgot one great example. he wants me to risk my life and go back to sch to collect books. and he dun allow me to go to my junior's hs which is opposite the sch. like, wad e hell. wad if theres virus in our sch rite, not makin sense at allllllllllllll ! hhmph.

2003-03-31T07:19:00.000-08:00

hey pings, i linked u. grrr. sorry yea. i was so pissed just now. thanks for cheerin me up k. lucky u, i cant even go my fren's hs. my dad is just pissin e hell out of me. and im doin it da same way back to him. grr. cya pings. love ya :)
pei :) cheer up. movie is really not safe, that i hafta support ur mom. lol. but goin to fren's hs is like so fine and yet my dad. argh. the thot of him just. turns me offfffffffff totally. alrite. just take care alrite, think of me when ur out with ur frens! den u'll realise how lucky u are. :( really. take care okies. huggs. cant wait to see u.

my dad brings me and my bro to train at toa payoh hdb. and he doesnt allow me to go to my fren's hs. he allows me to go down with my bro and him to play badminton at the void deck. wad e hell. does that mean that, with him ard, the virus wun attack me. -rolls eyes- e no. of posts i had today is more than a zillion already. freakin hell. my parents are SOOOOOOOOOO PARANOID!

2003-03-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhhhh. im so totally fucked up. my dad says i cant go out. which means i can go to yuanshan's s. which means no ma jong. im damn fucked up now . argh! they are just being so BLOODY PARANOID. fuck off man. im SO pissed dat. i feel like punchin every single soul. fuck. fuck. fuck. -points middle finger at my dad- wad e hell. my dad is such a loser. he's caning my bro. [not that my bro doesnt deserve it] but still. he just doesnt know any other better way of dealin with kids besides - VIOLENCE. if he dares try hittin me, he'll just end up dead -- on e floor. not that i wld lose to him in a fight, u know. so, wad e hell. he shld just fuck off.

2003-03-31T02:50:00.000-08:00

ahem can someone enlighten me abt wads e diff btw mahhhhjong and majong? -tsktsk-

2003-03-31T02:40:00.000-08:00

2003-03-31T02:22:00.000-08:00

just finished my tuition. my tutor is damn nice eh? lol. but he gave me alot alot of hw. -faints- and i always feel damn drained after tuition.i can feel that my brain cells are dyin. scary huh. but not as bad as SARs.
e thought of majong makes my hand itch!

2003-03-30T21:56:00.000-08:00

online majong is horrible. -grinds teeth-

2003-03-30T20:04:00.000-08:00

gees. now i can get back online. my internet was spoilt for a day. and shoe. goodness, i know u sure will ask me to do myself. and u know i wun do it one lor! -pengs- lol. but nvm la. leave it la, im damn lazy and like wad u said, i hafta admit im quite a comp idiot. so well... anw, 1 more lady died of SARs. and possibilities of extendin hols are high. saveee meeee.

2003-03-29T06:13:00.000-08:00

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile

2003-03-29T06:12:00.000-08:00

okies. im at my cousin's house now. and dere's this irritating cousin who wants to use the comp and is buggin me like . kerazee. but i dun care. since im using the comp already he can just go away. oh well, he dunked me for like 25 times. wad can i say,rite? =shrugs= and my cousin's comp is like superb. its damn slim and err, the connection is a zillion faster than mine. like grrr. anws, sa. do i alwas stress myself up besides in ping pong? gees. i guess i dun. lol. anw, the shoe i told u is really nice rite, piangs its only 20bucks lor.
oh. hello xin rong. hmms. u know rite, the "tell me ur dream" doesnt necessary hafta be ur dream eh? lol. ur really qt suaku leh. but pls visit my blog more often rites, actually. i sorta wana talk to u and daphne. yeps. but well. we'll wait till SARS are over la? lol. okok. anws, i still must thank shoe again. hmm. for aLL THE HELP. basically, my whole blog was done by u. lol. i hafta admit, im really quite a comp idiot. thanks to u. i suddenly seem like a genius to everyone. lol. im updating my blog so often this days. gees. its really very often yea. lol. but when sch resumes, i guess thgs wun be the same anymore. esp. when its suppose to be like, our june hols now. the thot of it just turns me off completely. gees. alrites. guess i'll end off very soon. after a poem. or yea. smthg like a poem. :) nites everyone

2003-03-29T02:38:00.000-08:00

thankkss so much shoe. :) for helpin with my blog, gb and everythg :) anw, after readin ur's blog abt er mudder works for moe rites, and dat tis hol mite be extended rites. im just praying dat iti wun be extended! i really hate and cant stand this hols. im slackin away like shit. and goodness, this is our june hols and we're suppose to be studyin. why e hell am i online at this time and why the hell was i slackin at hdb headquarters for the whole day. ok. fine, its half e day. i woke up at 11.30. like oh, wad e hell. we were suppose to have a match with plmgss. and exciting match. grr. and oh why e hell do i get to slp at 2am and wake up at 11.30 everyday. -screams- this "holiday" is a total sucky one. i cant believe this. and god knows wad will happen if this "june hols" gets extended. and those doctors and nurses are really poor thg. thou its their job to take care of the sick, but oh well, i think this SARS will kill almost every scientist or doctor that goes near it. and b4 u find a damn cure, everyone on earth are like. dead. -rolls eyes- grrrrr. i hate the fact that im enjoying this damn hol. and i just cant find my jap serial vcd! -screams and punches e airrrrr- whoever borrowed my vcd "god pls give me more time" by kyoko fukada and takeshi kaneshiro. PLS return it to me. sobbs. i cant remember who i lent it to! plssssssssss i beg u. if anyone borrowed frm me, plssss return. -screams again- ok. this all this are drivin me nuts. this sudden hol, my lost jap serial, laggin hw. gees.
anws, yixi. i'll collect the books for ya and yar, go to ur hs smday. hmm. to study and a-ha. u know wad. lol. goin to my aunt's hs which is near ur hs tonite. screams again. gonna slack. screams again. im gonna see my ass hole tutor. screams and punches his damn it dulan face. -screammmms-

2003-03-28T09:14:00.000-08:00

shoe. thhanks alot alot :) i love ya! see u soon :)
ey, des, cya ard. wads ur blog den?

2003-03-28T08:29:00.000-08:00

ok. guess ppl will ask why did i change my blog when my old template is exactly da same as e new one. e reason is! sm ppl cant surf in to my old url and hopefully u guys can surf in now. ppl like des, rons ..... yep! for those who wana see my previous blog can go to:

[a]bstained

2003-03-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

melts. mvp is so so so sweet.